Each morning I try to begin the day aware and in deep thought of the abundance of my life
this morning...the outside temperatures are frigid and a light snow is falling...so I begin...
with my fluffy goose down comforter...and then my mind wanders
to my grandmother
Beatrice
I take a stroll through her home as if I am walking through her front door
she lived in the same house my entire life
and I promise you...she felt blessed...she told me so often
she would sing to me
"count your blessings count them one by one"
Her home was nice and she had nice things
but she had the same things forever
which makes it easy for me to remember
I inherited a few things from her
these chairs and this Duncan Phyfe table have been together side by side
my entire life
No new Pottery Barn couches or pillows or baskets or dishes or the latest trendy trend
really nothing new at all...she had the same things
with which she always seemed to be satisfied
I am somewhat sad that I felt the need to have her chairs recovered
because today
that old wonderful gold velvet would be so beautiful with this 1960 wallpaper I decided to save
As I mentally travel through her rooms I realize how important it is for me to remember
the way it looked
the way it smelled
and the way I still feel about it all today
it's easy...because it was simple and it was the same and I never want to forget
the two rose vases to the right belonged to her and her mother before her
I would imagine she thought they were the most beautiful things she'd ever seen
and to my knowledge...these are the two she had and she put her own garden grown flowers in them often
she made this iris collage when she was around 40 and I thought she was old
I painted this for her when I was 8
it hung in her den until I got it back
she was so proud of it...no expensive artwork for her
she only had one cookbook
pieces of paper that she wrote down ingredients and used forever
collected in a cloth binder that she stitched
her written word is so precious to me
Recently I came across her glasses
and now I use them as my readers every single day
no....I can't really see so good out of them
but it is very important to me to use them
because my hope is
I see what she saw through them, the way she saw through them
a life simply
elegantly
lived
PURA VIDA